Trust Issues

I am the most ‘honest’ person you’ll ever meet, depending on how close I am to you. But that’s not true.
There was a time when I used to think that total honesty was a good thing among friends, but experience has made me wise.
I understand periods of joking among friends, when they use some of the things you’ve told them in confidence to ‘insult’ you, but jokes should have a limit, especially when they are obviously hurting you.
Friends should support you and build you up, within reason, not, cause you to question yourself.
Personally, I am giving myself a stern talking to, just to avoid the disappointment that comes with trust.
At a point 100% honesty may be expected, but only when you are sure of who you are being honest with.